Remind me to refuse profusely to club on the very same night Zouk intends to hold some JC event. Really. I've never, in my many months of partying at Zouk, wanna break out of the crowd inside and zip home so badly.

There was, in particular, this girl I had sadistic fantasies of(undeniably because I was so completely put off by her). I envisioned twisting her neck and ripping her skull off her shoulders. I then imagined pulling her pretty loop earrings straight off her earlobes, just so I'd split her lobe into perfect halves. I then conceptualized paralyzing her, then start peeling her flesh off layer by layer plainly to watch her suffer hopelessly under my maliciousness(though it'd take me hours to get to her bones cos she's so *fill in the blank*).

But oh well, those thoughts were only in my head. I like whipping up such perversed and warped ideas in my mind. Absolutely unsound and stomach wrenching, I know.

Well, enough complaining and sharing for one night. The bed's solicitation's difficult to decline. Plus, there's still work tmr. Wow, 4 days in a row. Val, u deserve an award. Good night!